I chose this song because when I hear it I just connect. Like in the song, because my dad is gone, I have a lot of anger. I really think that it is the cause of a lot of my problem's. I really don't like my step dad and have been to the point where I wanted to hit him. However, out of respect I would never hit him unless he hits me. but I do feel like doing it sometimes.
I sometimes feel like my parents do not want me around because of the choices I have made and the choices I make. I do some times feel like I am their nightmare, because I have all my anger built up inside me. When someone makes me mad I let them know and a lot of times it all just comes out through violence. Something about fighting just makes me feel relived and less stressed. Even if I get beat up as long as I get some hits in its ok. I don't really like it, it just makes me feel better. Which is why I am in the situation I am in.
"These ideas are, nightmares to white parents
whose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earrings
Like whatever they say has no bearing
It's so scary in a house that allows, no swearing
to see him walkin around with his headphones blaring
Alone in his own zone, cold and he don't care
He's a problem child, and what bothers him all comes out
when he talks about, his fuckin dad walkin out
Cause he just hates him so bad that he, blocks him out
If he ever saw him again he'd probably knock him out
His thoughts are whacked, he's mad so he's talkin back
Talkin black, brainwashed from rock and rap
He sags his pants; doo rags and a stockin cap
His step-father hit him so he, socked him back
and broke his nose, his house is a broken home
There's no control, he just let's his emotions go"
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